I just started posting in this group, and I can't remember if I talked about how my family treats me or makes me feel. I constantly feel like I am not good enough for my mom--everything I do is met with a sarcastic tone of voice, or a criticism, or a "that's nice, but..." I am at the point where I can't look at myself as a capable, worthwhile human being because of this. I have so much fear of entering the workplace in my new career and feeling like a failure, and my fears have no voice in my family. I feel like nobody understands me, or cares to. I go to a therapist on a weekly basis, which helps, but it is through school, and once school ends, I will have to stop meeting with him, and I dread it. He is only person that makes me feel cared about, and that I matter.
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