Ok well things are normally hard between my family and me.Normally there is just a ton of yelling and screaming going on and my family is always putting me down and stuff.Every once in a while my grandma who i live with(being the only adult in my family who would or could take me and my sister) she will hit me or my sister because we hadn't done things right and for the stupidest reasons.My family has always hated me and some actually have threatened my life in so many different ways.Even my grandma who i live with tells me she wants to kill me or wants me dead.I have been trying to deal with this stuff for about 7 years at my grandmas and more years before i moved in with my grandma.I just don't know who to handle it all and it seems to be slowly getting worse.So i am not sure what to do.Cps wasn't helpful last time and think this household is the best place for me and my sister.But i can't just trying to deal with everything at my house everyday.
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