Okay so my family is just planned messed up!!! My parents have been divorced for about a year and a half but then still live together and sleep together(like in the same bed not sexually that i know of). Well they fight all the time. My dad has said that he she ever kicks him out that he is going to kill himself and that he is scared he might hurt her. He is seriously crazy. He was the one that wanted the divorce becuase he hates her but yet he loves her. About a week and a half ago I woke up to my parents yelling (which they are pretty good about making sure no one is in the house when it happens) and so I should stayed in my room listening making sure nothing bad was going to happen. Then all of a sudden I hear the door slam and my dad screaming and crying and saying he was going to kill himself, so of course I run outside and my dad was laying there in the driveway crying saying he was going to kill himself and my mom was beside him telling him no and that she loves him. I had never seen my dad that way and as far as he is concerned me and my sister don't know that he's a little crazy. It was the hardest thing to ever see. Even thinking about makes me cry. I was so shocked I couldn't say anything. I just sat by him holding his arm like a little girl not wanting to say good bye to her daddy. He calmed down since I was out there and after about 5 mins he got up and was like I have to go to work. My mom went inside, and I gave him a hug and said I love you daddy. Now its kinda weird to see him. I keep pictureing that morning. I don't know what to do to help him. He needs help, medical help but he won't get it. And its driving my mom crazy. And she asks me and my sister what she should do but we don't really know what to say. We tell her to kick him out and let him fall on his face. He spends all his money on porn and that gas station speed shit. and then he drives around till like 3 in the morning. My mom is the one that makes sure he pays his insurence and truck payment. My sister says let him go and if he loses his truck then he does, and I feel the same way but yet I'm so scared that he will hurt himself and so is my mom and thats why she won't kick him out, she knows she will feel guilty if anything does happen to him. I just don't know how to handle all that. And that's just one of my many problems. So thanks for reading that very long speech. If you have any advice please HELP!!!
Thank you- Michelle
Thank you- Michelle
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