My fiance and I have been together for almost 3 years. We have one child together and I have 3 from a previous relationship. Lately we have not been getting along and actually fighting. Saying VERY hurtful things to each other to the point my dad has to get involved.We never even use to argue. The other day he locked me out, barefoot in a snow storm. I wanted to end it there....but the kids love him sooo much even when he's a jerk to them. He's a diabetic and his sugars have never been controled no matter what we do so he tends to go off the handle when its high. I was in a bad relationship before and I'm now at the point of fight or flight. I contacted my best friend to vent(best friend is a male) which my fiance doesn't want me talking to....I told my BF how unhappy I am....I told him I wanna leave. Just take my kids and go...my best friend told me he would help if i need it....After spending a long time with him and telling him everything going on I think I'm starting to get feelings for him which is now a distraction. He's been my best friend for over 13 years...I trust him and we have sooo much fun together. I dont know what to do anymore. My fiance is 11 yrs older than me and wants me with him all the time(he's disabled so we are together just about 24/7). I like going out when the kids are away and having fun. I'm only 27 and feel like I only have a life with my best friend. What should I do??? I'm looking for a new place now just in case but I'm so confused. I really don't see me and my fiance getting better....any advice???? Sorry this was so long, needed to get it off my chest....PLEASE HELP ME!
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