For most of my life I have been sick and going in and out of medical and mental hospitals. Well now for the past ten years I have been doing better. I still struggle on a daily basis to get through the days. I'm not happy and don't know how to be. The other week my sister called telling me my mom needs money and I should give it to her because she has done so much for me and given me money in the past. She says my mom really has no money. Then my sister called back a couple of days ago to ask for money and to tell me things my mom told her about me. I just moved and she said I heard mom is not happy with your mom. My mom won't talk to me now because of my mom. I can't handle my sister so I let my voice mail get it. In my family I have my mom two older sisters and one older brother. I am now learning I am not aloud to be happy if my family isn't. I have enough issues of my own to deal with and don't know how I make it through the days. My mom has mental issues herself and doesn't realize how bad off she is. It hurts when my sister calls because I don't hear from her much and now the only time she calls is about this money and my mom. I am under a lot of stress and sick a lot because of this and the fact I have no one to talk to about it. my sister makes me feel guilty if I buy anything even if it just food because my mom has no money. In my family i never know the real story about things. My mom says one thing and my sister says another. Right now I am suprised I am not in a mental hospital because I can't take this. I am sorry for going on and on but I needed to get this out
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