Hello. I just kind of feel like rambling. My dad was very abusive to me and my mother. Now he just had a heart attack and had surgery afterwards. Honestly I don't feel bad for him. I keep thinking about what to do if he dies. I honestly don't want to go to his funeral. And I don't want to see him if he lives just out of pity. Honestly I don't owe him anything. If that makes me seem heartless I don't care. He's just not worth it. People will think I'm a bitch but I don't care. They aren't willing to understand, so that's why I left them.
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