In a controlling relationship for 9 years. We share a child together, she is 8, and is the reason I have stayed fro so long. I gave up my job 9 years ago to stay home and raise our daughter. He makes a lot of money and has been supporting me financially for the past 9 years. We don't get along, I do not love him, i feel scared to leave, partly because of his reaction, and what he might do, and partly because I have no money. I work a part time jog and I am taking classes online working toward a degree in accounting. Every day is a struggle putting on a false face in my neighborhood, and with friends, pretending to be a happy couple(everyone in our neighbohood thinks we are married)...we moved away from my family in NJ 4 yrs ago so he could make more money. I thought it would better the relationship, but it is just worse than ever because I am so miserable. He is not physically abusive, but at times when we fight he calls me horrible names. I gave up a lot for this relationship, friends, family, job...i want out and I am lost! I worry about our child every day because she is in the middle. I want to split up, and I threaten when i get angry, he acts like he wants to split up, he tells me to go, but he is the one with all the money to leave...why wont he leave.
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