i am really down right now....from the outside, i'm sure that it looks like i have the perfect life and really, i do....wonderful dh and ds and a dd on the way! but my parents and brother and sil have destroyed my soul with everything they have done to me in my life. i want to know how i can just move on with what they have done to me and continue to do to me...i want to not care! i just wanna be happy!!!!
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