I am new to this particular community. But not to the subject of family disfunction. As a child of an alcoholic and a mother who is diagnosed with clinical depression(and refuses treatment)I have experienced a lot of drama. I struggle daily with my own symptoms of depression (undergoing therapy) and ADHD which can be frustrating by the end of the day when I try so hard to be a good mom, wife, friend, daughter, and hopefully productive in some way. I don't know where my mental issues end and the disfunction takes over when it come to arguements with my husband who I recently married in august after living with him for 8 years. My youngest will be five next month and they call all see it. The 7 1/2 year old comments on it all the time. I feel ashamed and overwhelmed. All this medicicine is'nt enough to fix my home. I feel a sense of ugency to fix myself and change my reactions to help prevent arguments and keep things on an even keel. Comments, questions,suggestions...anyone?
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