Does anyone ever wonder if they were really adopted?? I'm not kidding. I'm the youngest of 4 siblings. I will always be the baby of the family no matter how old I get and therefore, nothing I say or do with my life is ever as good or wise or valid as what the others have done. I find that interesting because I'm the only one who went to university, didn't get pregnant at 18, had a career and her own house by 23 and have been trying my damndest to stay out of trouble and be self reliant my whole life! They are all overbearing, opinionated, rude and cruel at times. I try to avoid conflict as much as possible. I trust people and want to be friends with everyone but they have a collective opinion that no one, especially strangers, should be trusted or really be-friended. Their phylosophy is that the more people know about you, the more they will use that information against you! I feel like I don't even belong to this family and yet I know I am because I at least look like them. Anyone else experience this?
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