THEY FINALLY SENT MOM HOME AFTER 35 DAYS IN THE HOSPITAL. SHE WAS DOING FINE BUT 1 TUBE WAS GETTING INFECTED SO THE PULLED IT AND ALL OTHER TUBES AND DRAINS AND NOW SHE IS THROWING UP NON STOP. SHE IS MOST LIKELY GOING TODAY TO THE HOSPITAL I HOPE IT IS NOT ANOTHER STAY. I HAVE BEEN CRYING SINCE 4 THIS AM BECAUSE IT IS GETTING DOWN TO THE NITTY GRITTY HERE, I DO NOT KNOW THAT SHE WILL MAKE IT. SHE IS TRYING SO HARD TO BE POSITIVE BUT I FEEL SO BAD WHEN I CAN'T EVEN BE THERE FOR HER AS I HAVE BEEN SICK WITH FEVER.I JUST CAN'T GET MY EMOTIONS TOGETHER LONG ENOUGH TO DO ANYTHING. HERE I GO AGAIN. WHERE IS THE TEAR SHUT OFF VALVE? I NEED TO FIND IT RIGHT AWAY.
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