Pap is losing his mind... walking away, and Teddi caught him trying to get out of the house last night, mubbling how he wanted to go home. He is already at home, and trying to explain this to him isn't working to wel. He is really starting to slip.... and I see and hear the pain in my Teddi's voice.... I just want to kiss his pain away... I don't want him to pretend to be the strong one. He's always done this, and I know it's really killin him to be "strong". This is a tough one to deal with, and I just dont know what to say other than I love you and I'm here if you just need me to hold you and talk with you.