just had another lovely argument with my bf who has bp , it's started over nothing really and lead to me being the most awful person he's ever known apparently ,we have been together 10 years and are currently seperated living in different states supposedly moving back in together soon ,i feel like i cant make any decisions healthy ones anyways most people i know would not let this be part of thier life i feel like i cant let go though i am new to the site and have read soooo many break up stories already does any body stay with thier bp partner and if so how do you cope ?what about the days you can barely handle your own shit and then you gotta deal with an episode ,and you never really know how far they are going to take it , i know it's not fair and would never wish the illness on any one , but i hate it when it makes me ? my own reality i feel weak and defeated
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