So i'm having a really hard time at the moment figuring out if i should reach out to my ex fiance or not. We've been broken up (officialy) for about a month now, but he had been very distant for a couple months before that. He has never been diagnosed, but the more i learn the more i believe he is bipolar, or something close to it. We have been down this road before, where he brakes up with me and then a few months later will want me back. I'm just worried about him, and have learned so much now. I'm not so sure he's ready for me to talk to him about what i think, but part of me wants him to just know i am here. I also miss him of course. So it's been very hard to cope. Though it was hard with him as well. I have a lot of friends who really want me to stay away from him and go on with my life. I have a few who understand, but still think i should wait for him to contact me. I guess i'd really like to know if anyone has any advice or has been through this? Sometimes i feel like he's so depressed that if i just sent an email letting him know i care, it would help. But would that help me as well? My friends say that he already knows i'm there for him. Is that true? I mean i've told him enough, but i wonder sometimes if the bp makes him forget that. There were times when we were together when i felt like he was so needy and needed me to repeat things. I'm just so confused right now. I'm trying really hard to take care of myself, but at the same time i've never loved anyone so much! He really has no one there for him. Anyway....sorry for going on so long. If anyone has any insight it would be greatly appreciated!
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