so Im new here and i am the single parent of a 5 year old boy with bipolar disorder and ADHD. every day is getting harder and harder for me. just today his doctor decided to take him off depakote because his liver count keeps rising and white blood cell count is critically low. he will see how this affects my son and if he cycles then the doctor will try putting him on lithium. my son hangs on my hip every second of the time we are together and quite frankly it is driving me crazy. He now has an IEP for when he starts kindergarten on monday but i am still worried. he drives me to the point that i dont want him around me and honestly i start questioning whether i love him or not. when he is sleeping i look at him and love him more than ever but during the day everything i do is just an invitation to a tantrum party. anyway i am going to start family therapy because i get angry at him alot and say things i later regret. is there anyone out there who feels the same?
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