So here I am back again. Life has changed dramatically. Yes Kuup I should have listened over 1 year ago. After he moved to Indiana to live with the new fling I realized he was in a manic state. Don't know why I didnt figure it out sooner. Could be the hatred of finding out about his secret life. Since then he has told me to never contact him again unless it is about the kids. He has never said that to me. Everything he has said sounds like it is coming out of her mouth but that is his own problem. So I called him about the house and it being foreclosed on and he said that I need to move. They same thing the girl of the moment said to me when we emailed each other a few times before I realized she is a really stupid 23 yr old and I feel bad for her daughter. He refuses to let me keep the house (it in his name only. I was in my breakdown when we bought so he signed on his own). He said that he is now a faithful christian and I need to accept that. It made me laugh and he got mad. A christian doesnt lie, cheat & steal to his wife and kids. They also dont live with someone unless they are married and especially if one of them is married to someone else. For almost 2 years he ignored the kids, part of his secret life that if you dont know hop on my journals. Your life will seem good after you read mine.Now all of a sudden he says if me and the kids are homeless they can live with him and her.They would rather live in the street then with him. He did some really bad stuff to them. He didnt even say good bye before he moved cross country. I know the whole house thing is because of her. She wants kids with him but he is 41 and fixed so the odds are slim to none so if they cant have kids together she wants mine. Sorry! She can have my lying cheating stealing child molesting husband but not my kids ever. All of a sudden he wont answer me about the divorce as I want one asap. If he gets charged with statatory rape I dont want to be any where near him. I could go on with life as it is but its to busy. All I can say is it has been 2 years of pure hell and I finally have no emotion for him at all. No love or pity which he tries to make me feel for him all the time. I have disgust with him and cant wait for a divorce. If you read any of my old posts you will see that this is all knew for me. Yes Kuup I know your jumping up & down by now going she woke up. Joanne did the same thing. So that is my update. Work, school, kids, house and house hunting. Its a fun life!!!!
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