My husband is so lost at this point, and is trying to get his life in order Their is no emotions toward our kids or me at all.After 12 years together this is how it will end, in lala land. Some days i dont know if it will be the last time i will talk to him again alive. I am in theraphy, and going to married counsaling alone, he does not know that though. I told my attorney to go a head with divorce, i dont want to , but i cant watch this any more.I cant get blamed for all this, all i did was be there and help with love.He is a wonderful person when healthy, but now at this point he is just a big kid mentally. My family and friends are just so concered what this has done to our kids and myself. I miss and love the healthy person, this one tells me i was only happt when he was over medacated, that is bs.A year ago, our family was together, and wonderful. since this past may, it has been broken. I have one friend who truely understands where i am at, thank god for her.She only has her heart in the right place for my family and is sad this is where it is now. We have two amazing miracle babies, and our family is so precious, but damn this bipolar crap for being so selfish...
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