I don't think I can take anymore of this!! My H just told me he is leaving me, again. A week ago it wasn't what he wanted. He wanted to work it out. He loved me, all that stuff. Today he said he was leaving me, it's over, he is unhappy, and move on with his life. The thing is, he does this so much, and then comes back saying I'm the closes person to him, he loves me, wants to work it out. I asked him if he loved me he said yes, I asked him if he was inlove with me, he said no. I am heart broken, I want to just fade away. I have tried to support him so much, and I feel so used. I don't know if I am more afraid of him leaving, or wanting to come back. He changes his feelings and wants so much so fast, I don't know what to believe. Why does he do this??? How can he be asking me to stay, and work things out, and say he loves me so much, only to turn it around within days, say he has always felt this way, whichever way it is at that moment. I feel like I am having a nervous break down right now. God what is the truth anymore!!
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