I just don't understand why My BP friend says that i am a sucky friend, that I am crap and lousy and should go to HELL. It hurst she says this every time she pushes me away from her. She says she has lost everything because of me, She has no family and was awarded to the state at 12 but I have givin her everything I can. I buy her groceries, and clothes, and send her money. when I lived by her I let her crash at my place. I have been the best freind I know how to be. I just don't know what else to do. I have lost so much sticking by her. I lost friends who didn't understand Boys always broke up with me after I refused to ditch her. =Even my fam doesn't understand. I finally was able to meet and marry my sweat heart, but I even ended up leaving my honeymoon early because she was trying to end her life and I had to take her to the hospital. The day I brought my son home from the hos should have been a happy one, but instaed I had her crashing on my house becasue she got fired from her job, and kicked out of her apt. Now I live in a different state and 6 months ago she toild me to F off and I haven't heard from her since. the thing i guess I don't truley understand is why i want her back in my life when she has always made it difficult. I do though I wish she would call.
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