I know many of you have read my previous posts.....well today I gave her an ultimatum to either get clean or she will no longer have a car. (She currently is not allowed to drive) And that she has to give me her paychecks (she can keep her tips) to learn some responsibilities, I am more doing it to try and cut down on the amount of money she has to buy drugs since that is where all of her money goes. Right now she is unaware that her text messages are synced with her ipad and I am tracking them....speaking of which if you had concerns and could access this information with out your child knowing would you look? Right now she is texting her 15 yo boyfriend (by the way she is 18) telling him that she is ready to give up on life....if I get a solid text I will be calling the police and having them put her in the hospital for a 72 hour hold. I am at such a loss with everything....there is nothing in the world that is worse that feeling helpless and hopeless in trying to find a way to reach her and help her...I am literally driving myself crazy while she is doing what ever she wants and stays high. I just do not know what to do!!!!!!!!!And I hate this, the toll it is taking on me is almost unbearable!!! I want to give up on life, but I know I can't.....I feel so alone.....
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