This is emotionally exhausting... I love my fiance so much. I know he isn't a monster... So he slept with an underage girl... He was only 19... When I was a teenager, there are multiple men that would be sex offenders if they had been reported... If you read my post from before you know we are getting ready to be looking for a home. I'm so scared we won't be able to find one... I'm scared of the humiliation. I'm so scared. My family, who used to support him, now wants me to turn my back on him. My aunt that I am so close to just told me last week that she doesn't understand why I'm setting myself up for a life of hardship by being with him. We have a toddler together. I want to make and sustain a family with him, I want a life with him. Without me, things would be even harder for him. He's lived in his car before because he couldn't find a place. What do I do? Do I leave the man I love so I don't have to deal with the hard things that come with being in love and making a life with a sex offender? I used to be such a strong woman. I used to face this thing head on, with confidence. After 4 years of dealing with it my confidence is gone. I used to DARE anyone to say a damn thing about it... In the first place we lived together when the fliers went out I would stand on my porch and loudly speak about how I dared anyone to say anything about it and how if anyone thought anything bad about it it was their own ignorance... I knew it was going to be difficult to find a place, but I knew we eventually would. The world has beaten me down. I love him. I think all my internet searching has just made me confidence worse. Isn't there any success stories? Has no one been able to forge a happy life with a sex offender? I don't know if there is a god, its a new idea I have been wrestling with, but I pray every day for god to help me find a home for us. Thats all we need. Someone to rent to us. I have a job, he has a job, we both have vehicles, we're good. We just need a home. Once we get one, I don't care what the neighbors think. Anyone wants to start sh*t I guarantee I'll run them right off my doorstep. I'm a large woman with lots of tattoos and piercings, and while I know it sounds stupid, for some reason people don't f*ck with me a lot because of it. I love my family. I love him. I just need to know that for someone out there, this is working. Please. Someone tell me some of the good things that have happened with your SO. Please...
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