My son is serving 20 years for posession of child pornography on his computer and 1 count of sending 1 picture to an undercover officer. My son was also a police officer and maintains he was approached in a chatroom because he was also a photographer for a daycare and an undercover officer sent him pics and my son said he was so upset he recieved these pics unsolicited that he talked to this person thinking he was going to turn all this info into the Sheriff he worked for and instead, here he is now. I honestly do not know where the truth lies, everyone says I am naive for believing in my son and standing by him. This was all over the news for quite a while and so embarrasing. I love my son dearly and will never abandon him, NEVER, no matter what the truth is, I don't care. Really, I would alot rather believe he has a problem than to think it possible God could let this happen for no reason. I struggle with that dilema so much it is unreal. Anyway, on these levels you all talk about, what level will my son be when he finally comes home and what will it mean for his life? Will he have a life, I wonder. What a mess.
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