Well a few weeks ago I shared the good news that my husband's case might get a second look because of some revised statutes. We haven't heard any updates yet and I'm so anxious about what is going to happen. His sentencing is less than 2 weeks away. I think his public defender is just waiting and planning on approaching the bench. I'm hoping our legal counsel can come up with something better than that, so I have some sort of idea of what is going to happen. Its been starting to sink in, and though I should be spending all the time I have with him happy that he's still here and spending the little time we may have together as a family, I find myself getting angry with him easily and distancing myself from the relationship. We fight more than we ever did before. Before everything happened, I was madly in love with him, but now I find myself questioning that and I'm having a really hard time falling back into that kind of love. I'm really hoping that when all is said and done, I can find the peace I'm looking for. If there is anyone else out there that can relate, I'd love some ideas on how to cope. Thank you all and may God bless you.
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