How unfair...he has know idea, he says he does...but tonight when I got a call from my baby. I was at my girlfriends house visiting...I had the cell with me, knowing he was going to call,AND looking forward to it...and he did...right away, he said "I thought you were gonna be home tonight", believe me, I was, but I'm working on getting out of the house, because I am becoming a prisoner, myself. And he goes on to say, "well..I'll let you go so you can visit and have fun"...Our relationship depends on the mail and phone, and his attitude just through me for a loop, I just let loose and started crying, I couldn't hold it back, even if I tryed, I had a ruff day as it was, actually week...dealing with being depressed, life in general, missing him. When I make plans to do something, I feel guilty, because he can't be with me...so half the time, I cancel them. I know when I sit down to write him, I will share with him about this situation,more. I did tell him I have it ruff too. I told him, even though he's the one locked up,i'm in my own prison too, its not easy for me either. he was very apoligetic, but, I feel I need to share with him more on this subject. I know to be honest. Has anyone else delt with this situation? how do you handle it? and what about this guilty feeling...does anyone else experience it? HELP PLEASE! In prayer, laura
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