Hi everybody...well..I'm down about sitting by the phone. He was supposed to call Sunday night, and here it is, Monday night..New Years Eve..and still no call. I asked him to call Sunday because that day seems so long sometimes without him (I'm not working that day). This is the second time I have asked him to call on Sunday, and he hasn't. The thing that upsets me is I do every request he has promptly and without fail..clothes, money, and I'm home when I say I'm going to be home, so when he calls I'm here for him to reach. It seems as though he could do this one tiny thing for me, but for some reason he can't. I know there could be another reason, but my gut tells me he's being insensitive. If I'm wrong, I'll admit it. But, it just bothers me that our relationship is all one sided right down to a phone call. It felt one-sided at times when he wasn't in jail. I don't go out and do something on a night he is supposed to call. How do all of you deal with the waiting by the phone? I feel as if I'm in jail myself.
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