Today has been a really difficult day for me. I'm really missing Clemon. We talk daily and even spoke this morning. But for some reason today has truly been difficult. I feel the need to hold him, kiss him, and make love to him. None of which can be done. Yes, we could have a visit, but my car broke down. Plus, my daughter made a comment to me when she was angry. But, that is the time most people say what they truly feel. She stated that I can only get a man in prison because no on else wants me. Which is untrue. I choose this relationship and I don't regret it.
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