Well, everything seems to be going smoothly for now. Chris started both programs he was suppose to, and they'll both be done within 6 months. He sees parole in Sept. and he filled out his paperwork for post-release. Now all we do is wait and see what happens, and that is the WORST part of it. I wish we had an exact date he was getting out, it would make things so much easier and time go less slow. It feels kinda like when you're driving and you don't know where you're going, it seems to take forever to get there, but then when you know the route pretty good, it doesn't take so long...does that make sense? I pray every night that he comes home to us soon, and I kept telling God that I need him, but in all reality, I guess I don't, I've been raising our son by myself for the last 8 months, and I've been doing pretty damn good, so I really don't NEED him, but I want him here with us so bad it hurts! My life would be so much easier with him here, he's guaranteed a job when he gets out, he has so many other opportunities arising, and with both of our incomes (and minus the phone bill), we would be doing really good financially! All in all I'm doing fine with this situation, but there are times when I miss him so much. I'm usually too busy to dwell on it, but when I do, I get so sad. Ok, well, I just wanted to "vent".
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