My boyfriend just recently got put in jail...but he's goin to prison. we don't know for how long yet but right now it's lookin like between 15 months and 8 years. i've never been with a guy in prison and it's really bothering me. my phone already won't accept collect calls, his letters make me cry, and i hate where he's at because you get a hug and a kiss on the cheek at the beginning and end of visits. i miss him like crazy...i can't eat, can't sleep, and neither can he. i don't really know how to cope with not having him by my side all the time. any suggestions on how to stay focused and not get too down?
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