My brother Jamie is in prison again. He's been there for a while now. The last time he got out, I was forgiving and let it all slide by. Right before he went back this time, he left his fiance, and 2 kids, and the one on the way. He ruined his life, drugs, drinking, u name it,he did it.. He was with this nasty whore, who was cheating on him!! i got pix to prove it, but he didnt believe anyone!!! why would i lie to him? hes always been my everything :( I hated that whore so much, and I hated her even more for cheating on him!!! Its fucking crazy. Anyways, since he's been in prison this time, his son has been born, little jamie :) He missed that because he fucked up!!!! Im so sick of him fucking up!! I've only been to prison once to visit him this time, which is a big change from at least once a week last time he was there!! Im holding a grudge on him. He fucked up, he missed our 3 year old neices funeral!! I dont know how to forgive him. I want to give him another chance but hes just been fucking up everyones lives... I hate it!!! He used to mean so much, but i feel like hes nothing anymore..... Anyways 2marrow im going to go with his girlfriend (the one with his kids that he left but shes always there for him to come back too!!)to the prison to visit him.. Im kinda not wanting to, becuase im so mad at him, but i want to as well... im at a loss. should i forgive him AGAIN???? Or just hold my grudge until he gets out and proves to me he wont mess up again??/ any advice would be appreciated!! thanks!!
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