i know you all have been here. my hubby is in jail, he's been there for 136 days so far. i think he'll be gone for at least 2 years. on top of missing him like crazy, i'm really struggling financially. without his income, i have to sell my car that i absolutely love. i know it's just a car, and i know other people have bigger problems, but i'm just so angry! i mean, because he screwed up, i have to suffer, it's just not fair! i'm being punished for his mistakes! i would never give up on him, i love him more than anything, i guess i just need to vent. how you do all do this?? i can't imagine being without him for so long. all i can think about is all the holidays and special times he's gonna miss. i'm scared we'll grow apart. thanks for giving me a place to get all this out. no matter how much my friends care, they just don't understand.
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