I can't stop crying...I miss him sooo much! I know it may sound babyish...Sorry...I didn't know where else to come. But here...I wanna talk to him, but I can't. I wanna hug him, and be hugged, but I can't. I keep trying to stay positive. I keep thinking I know we will get through this. It's not like it's a holiday, or special day...It's just one of those horrible days where I feel I don't know how I am gonna make it. The tears, won't stop falling. I whine like a lil puppy that got left out in the cold. I want to be strong. Im trying...I just want to be with him, I just want him to be with us. I want the son he has yet to hold, or meet to feel his dady's touch. I hurt...Thanks for letting me vent.
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