Well, something really bad happened today concerning my mom. I cannot say what it is, but it is serious. I am scared and worried and upset. I am not sure what it going to happen. When I first found out, naturally I wanted to talk to Jason. Unfortunately it was at like 10 am and Jason cannot use the phones until 5:30 pm, so I had to wait. So not only am I going through this, but I can't have Jason there for me. He can't hold me and make me feel better. The phones on are from 5:30 to 9:08 but my life doesn't stop around that time. I wish it did. Thanks for letting me write about this and get it out.
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