You know, somedays are worse than others! Today is one of those days! I miss Jeffrey so much! I know that someday he will be home but it just seems so far away. Its been almost 7 months since I have had a hug or kiss from him. Its funny, now that I look back and think about all the time we wasted, not just enjoying eachother, I realize how dumb we were to take it all for granted. My prayer for today is that we never take our time for granted again that we live each day to the fullest and remember how easily it is taken from us. I am grateful for the phone calls and letters at least we have that. He is not only my husband but my best friend as well. When he was still out, we never spent time apart. And now we never even see eachother. In 7 months, we have spent a total of 3 hours with eachother. Well, with a phone and computer seperating us at that. WE have video visits right now. I also pray this is over soon and he will get back to prison so we can at least have a contact visit!!! Lord, help me get through another day without him!
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