Yea he got transferred at this new place they. Said since we're not married I am considered a friend and I don't get contact visit but his mom and evil sister get to have contact with him how nice after I do it all and I am getting punished I don't even wanna vist no more it's a waste of money I don't have to just see him through a damn window I am so sad I can't help to cry wish he could of said I am a cousin at lest lol yea i am sad and he put me down as a friend I cryed the lady told me I am like wow not even a girlfriend he puts me down as a friend this sucks I wanna yell at him but I call back and asked how many to a visit and then asked what if he put me down as fianc would it of made a difference she's like no ur not married so u qualify as a friend I am like omg she could of told me that the first time not Kool but idk I am so hurt by this I feel like giving up I try do hard and I always get the shit of the stick and everyone who sits back gets way better oh well
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