Its now been 4 months, and every letter, every phone call I get all he does is cry. I know he was given a very long sentance, 7.5 years is waht he will end up doing, but everytime he crys to me it just pushes me further away and hurts me. I have tried telling him that we both have to stay stonger. He tells me he is the one on the inside not me and I don't know how bad it is. Has anyone else delt with this. I am at the breaking point. I have all these emotions running threw my head everyday. I feel like I need to make a choice to stay or leave. I feel so guilty for even feeling this way. I dont know if I can make it 7.5 years. If the past had been better maybe. Can anyone give me some advice on how to make the choice. I have prayed for answers and cant see them. Thanks
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