My father has recently been arrested and I'm struggling to make it through each day. The situation is so terrible. The charges are so upsetting. The media and the entire community have been all over it. My father has always been my best friend and my hero. At the moment my entire life feels like one big lie. I don't even know what is true and what isn't. I feel so hurt, betrayed, and scared I don't know where to turn. I'm doing everything I know how, but I can't lessen the pain. I'm seeing a therapist, on medication, talking to my friends and family, and praying...I'm always praying. Everytime I think about what lies ahead, it feels like all the blood drains out of my body and I'm ice cold. I'm doing the best I can to take it one day at a time, but right now it feels like my life is ruined. I'm not suicidal, but there are days when I just wish I wasn't alive. Does anyone have advice on how to make it through this?
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