My fiance has been away for 3 months now, but they just got him to court and gave him 10 years for back child support. I have been fine for these months thinking that everything was going to work out. "Why would they give you 10 yrs for $751?" It makes no sense. I have a 2 yr old little boy that looks at me everyday and asks where his daddy is. I am not able to go and visit him, as now I am a single mother who is in college. I have tried setting up the phone so he can call, but the company says I have to wait 5 more days. I am losing it slowly every day. I miss him so much and I feel so alone. Then sometimes I feel like this horrible person cause I wonder if it is all really worth it. If there is anyone that has been there, please tell me what u did to get you through this horrible time. It will be greatly appreciated. I love and miss him so much everyday and having NO contact is killing me.
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