I am beginning to see something, I will be alone to fend for myself, carry my own chairs to events, drive long distances, deal with the kids, clean up after BBQ's, do the daily chores, watch big brother, remember to buy toothpicks, take the car for o8i change ( and get sucked into the more expensive one!) get the lawn mowed, take the garbage to the curb, and all the other daily life issues that my husband used to help me with. For the next five years its all up to me!!!!! I am so afraid of it all and feel like I am all alone. Yesterday brought it all home to me! I MISS my husband!
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