I go to visit him for the first time since he went in tomorrow. He's been in for about 4 months, but I've been so scared and I think he was trying to protect me as long as he could. But now we just need to see each other. I'm so scared, though. I know it's going to be extremely hard. Not the seeing him part, but the having to leave him when it's all over part. How am I supposed to see him for a short while and then come home without him? I'm so scared that I'm just going to break down as soon as I see him and not be able to have a decent visit because I'll be crying the whole time...or that when I have to leave I'll be crying so hard I won't be able to drive back home. I love him more than anything in the world. Seeing him in that place and seeing what that place is doing to him is going to kill me.
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