I go to visit him for the first time since he went in tomorrow. He's been in for about 4 months, but I've been so scared and I think he was trying to protect me as long as he could. But now we just need to see each other. I'm so scared, though. I know it's going to be extremely hard. Not the seeing him part, but the having to leave him when it's all over part. How am I supposed to see him for a short while and then come home without him? I'm so scared that I'm just going to break down as soon as I see him and not be able to have a decent visit because I'll be crying the whole time...or that when I have to leave I'll be crying so hard I won't be able to drive back home. I love him more than anything in the world. Seeing him in that place and seeing what that place is doing to him is going to kill me.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...