My boyfriend and I have been together 5yrs (off and on) and we have 3 young children (4yrs, 19months and 4months) he is an alcoholic and I got very tired of living with it, as much as I do love him I asked him to leave. One night, while drunk he came into my house through a window and smashed our tv, and computer (they were given to us by his friend) and I phoned the police and he was arrested. He has been gone for 22 days and only has 18 more to go, upon his release he is going to a treatment program and probation ordered to refrain from drinking. I do not regret calling the police, but i miss him alot and am struggling to raise these kids by myself... I feel guilty for where he is, but mostly very angry towards him for leaving me by myself to deal with this, he calls and expects me to be there to always answer the phone and gets angry when im not which makes me not want to talk to him (I cant spend my life sitting by the phone waiting) Is it fair of me to feel this way towards him? Does anyone else feel this way?
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