Does anyone have just the tiniest concern in the back of your mind that your mate might be unfaithful when released? My fiance has never said nor done anything to make me think that. And to be honest, I don't feel like it would happen. It's just that sometimes family or friends ask me out and 95% of the time I turn them down. I find it difficult to go out and have fun. In the back of my mind I'm thinking my fiance doesn't have these pleasure. Although, he has no problems with me going out. I still think that way. This is when the devil steps in and plays tricks with my mind. I begin to think what if, after all the sacrifices I've made turn out to have been in vain? I would literally be devastated. I'm human therefore my thoughts are not always positive. From time to time I experience negative thinking. Any comments?
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