for a long time now i have ask myself why god had to take my dad from me 2 times once when i was a baby and now that i have babies of my own i would like to think that he had this great plan for him or maybe he needed him more than i did but i just dont understand life is funning like that one day we where all finally an big happy family even if it was the prison life and now you would never think you would miss going to a prison to visit a loved one but i think it is a hell of a lot better than visiting a grave with your dads name on it im upset with all of it i dont understand i feel like me life was took away again for reasons im notto understand but i really wish there was some way that i could just make it all go away i wish i had a gift to bring people back i would one more time just to say daddy i love you i'll be thinking of you always . but why god why?
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