yesterday i drove 3 hours to visit my hubby in prison. he was just transferred there, and we finally get a contact visit! we haven't touched each other since april 2, 2008, so we were both so excited. it was a horrible trip, i was by myself, i got lost for an hour, anyway, when i finally got in we hugged and sat down to talk. the problem is, it was so awkward! i guess i had imagined this perfect scenerio where we couldn't keep our hands off each other, but that's not what happened. he's bipolar, so he's on medication, which they changed, and he was so spacey, he just wasn't himself. he'll be home on nov 6, and of course i'm super excited, but this visit has me somewhat nervous. as anyone else been through this? is this normal?
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