I am in love with my fiance who is in prison for about a year before he would be eligible for full parole and he was sentenced to 3 years. I always seem to have mixed feelings when I think about him. Some days, I could never think of moving on because I love him so much and other days I wonder if I maybe should move on...if that would be best for me to move forward and leave this in my past because I can't ever go through this again, it is way to difficult for me... My question is; I don't know if I can truly trust him again to never go back to his old life style of using drugs again, of the lies and end up back in prison . I don't want to waste my time and a part of me feels that if I wait for him and I can't be certain that he won't break my heart again and let me down then I'm wasting my time because I feel that I am in jail also since I am out here putting my life on hold waiting for him! Another part of me believes that he can change for the better and turn his life around, then in that case the wait would have been worth it. I hope for that and pray for that but how can anyone but sure? I love him so much but I just need to make sure that I'm doing the right thing by waiting for him and won't end up with a broken heart again. It's like a gamble, a risk to take but is it worth the risk or do most end up back to where they are now? What do you guys do to know you are making the right decision by waiting for the one you love and have any of you waited only to be dissapointed again?
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