I guess this time of year is just really hard for all of us and I have been emotional lately. I really miss my son. Well last night I went to the mall and I was sitting in the food court accross from my boyfriend. I turned my head and I saw a young man the same age as my son, tall like him with the same color hair and the worst thing was he was wearing the same winter coat my son has. I just miss him so much and I started thinking how much I wish that could be him eating at the mall, Christmas shopping, laughing with friends, and tears just ran down my face. I couldn't stop crying and had to go outside for a bit to get my breath. Most of the time I feel like I am doing pretty good but that just hit me like a ton of bricks. My boyfriend thinks I'm crazy or something, but he doesn't understand how hard it is sometimes and how much I wish my son could be home. Thanks for listening, I just had to tell friends that could understand and you guys are the only people who truely know what I mean.
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