it seems to me that i have put myself in jail as well. i recognize that i put myself here but am i pissed. okay, that might be to harsh. maybe. sometimes, i don't hold things together so well. and right now i am holding all my stuff together and all ken's stuff together...plus going to visit, putting out extra money for phone/mail, and now it seems i am expected to be home on appointment to take his calls. now i know between naps and pinochle and drawing he's got a tight schedule, but i shouldn't feel guilty because i am not here every time the phone rings. maybe i am being pissy or over reacting...but i had to vent
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