i'm typing this through tears. i've allowed someone to really upset me this morning. someone i used to be close to called me b/c he saw my hubbys name in the paper. he said there is no way he would stay with his wife if she had done drugs. i explained that my hubby made a mistake. we went through a hard time, but he got help for the drug problem and he is fine. his arrest happened long after the drug problem was over. i guess i wouldnt be so upset if i didnt have my own doubts, right? my hubby assures me he's a changed man and we'll be great when he gets home. what if we're not? what if i'm going through all this pain and i ll end up alone anyway? does anyone else have these doubts? am i a really great wife or really stupid?
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