My fiance who is 30 now is away in jail, it is to soon to tell how long he will be in there for. I love him with all my heart and miss him so much, more and more every day. I will hopefully be graduating from the Paramedic program in June I know this is not a life to live and I have many ambitions... my family keeps telling me that I deserve better and a part of me knows this but I just love him so much that I can't bare the thought of just abandoning him when he needs me the most. I cry every day...I can't stop thinking about him and I am having a really hard time. My family doesn't understand what I am going through, they never had to lose the person they love. I don't know what to do..Should I try and move on from the one person I planned on spending a future with or should I forget what my family is telling me and be there and support the person I love through all of this?
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