Unfortunatley I am sick today. And I don't know about you guys & gals, but when I am sick I turn into a needy baby. I have only been really sick twice since my guy has been in prison. But when I am sick like this, for some reason times are harder for me. Because I am a Mom I still have to take care of my kids, responsibilities, and the apartment sick or not. When I really just want to sleep, & get better. Maybe have my head rubbed, & some soup made for me. When I am sick, those are the days I wish my guy was here to baby me, & make me feel better. Because when I am sick, just knowing he is around, or by my side to help me with things, it makes being sick not so hard. You know? But then I feel guilty for feeling this way cause I can only imagine how he would feel, or what he goes through being sick in prison. No one would care, and he wouldn't want anyone there to know he didn't feel good. Before he went to prison, whenever I was sick, especially when I was pregnant he would rub my head, cover me up with a blanket and sit by my side until I fell asleep. And when I woke up, he would come sit by me and ask me if I needed anything. I sure do miss that.
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