Husband came over to visit daughter.It went better then I thoughtit would.I did however ask a few questions and I feel pretty certain that he gave me truthful answers.I cried after he left.He did ask for a few things and I did stand my ground and use my new boundaries and said no,he seemed to take that better then I thought he would.I expected guilt trips and arguments,but it didn't happen. I don't know why I feel like a love sick school girl. This is so wierd,why do I feel like this? Has anyone felt like this .Gosh Im 42 years old,I thought feelings like this are in the past.Overall I think I did pretty good today.I didn't let him see me cry before he left.I just miss how it used to be before this distruction. I feel that I did a good job not caving like before.This does hurt though.I guess this is part of the healing process...
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